Trust
Faith
Support
Friendship
These words
I felt, for
You. But,
I failed you.
I don’t know
How long this
Can last.
I try so hard.
To be a good
friend. To support.
To understand.
To be there, always.
But you don’t
Trust me or have
Enough faith to
Let me in.
You don’t believe
I can or will
Support you.
Our friendship.
Is this friendship
Real? Do you
Really believe
The things you say?
I try so hard.
Am I not,
Worthwhile
Do I not matter?
I care for
You. why don’t
I feel you
Care for me?
Why do I feel
Less then?
Why do I feel
I’m just a useless pebble.
Help me understand
Why I do so much
And yet, feel as if
It is never enough?